Instead of fighting for honesty love and truth he became the very thing he didnt want to.be. because it was more important what other people thought than what he felt. Life was easy.before this. All he had was control. So.he eliminated everything out of his life he could not.control.
Never lied to you. Not one time. Choosing to not be okay with being a lie yes. Again. Truth.
Life hands us opportunities. Sometimes beautiful things too. But it is up to the individual to fight for it or not.
what i learned today: you should always break all empty eggshells, or witches will make boats out of them o.O
Mike is a cow disguised as a human, he works at a hardware store.
An important lie lesson is to appreciate what you have. Take care of it and be grateful. Never know when it could be gone.
Life lesson. Know what you have before it is gone.
Be grateful for the difficult people you have had in your life for they have taught you who you do not want to be.
I really hate people who aspire to be boring.
I don't get football. Why aren't teams made up of people from their own regions? Why have a city name on them at all if the team is made up of people from elsewhere? Tom Brady was born in California and he plays for a team on the other side of the country. All that does is make it a game of who can afford the best players instead of a mix of good and bad players trying to defeat other teams of good and bad players. Why not just call them the Patriots, hardly any of them are from New England! And why are they paid so goddamn much when our education system is failing? My country is so fucking dumb. A country that prioritizes entertainment above education is a land of dumbasses who can't see two years into the future.
My parents made a public spectacle again today, bitching at each other about clothes my mom wanted to buy. We're tight on money and she goes off about how she wants nice clothes for her birthday, which is fine, then my dad makes a comment how were tight on money, she takes is personally, and everything goes to shit until we were asked to leave the store. I refused to sit in the same car as them and walked the 10 miles back home by myself. I sat down halfway home and watched the stars for a bit to regain my sense of place in this magnificent universe. I'm a human being with needs and wants and what I need and want more than anything is to be rich, because if I were rich, I would do right by the world. If only the rich could see what crippling poverty was really like, the class divide would disappear. Fuck them! Fuck them all! I hate having to be the responsible one. The child shouldn't have to be more mature than their parents. This is bullshit. Whoever said Money doesn't buy happiness wasn't a lower class citizen in America. Money means the difference between mental stability and psychopathy. I'm falling towards the latter. I look to my peers for support but they're all either stoned out of their minds or drunk off their ass from a distinct lack of any sort of willpower. I look to my elders for guidance and they spit in my face and blame me for the state of the world. I look to the younger generation for wisdom and I see a glimmer of hope clouded by the cynicism and lethargy of this nation. I swear to god if I ever make it out of this hell, I will change shit. I don't care what any fucking naysayer or nihilistic shithead says about how things won't change. A man with money is a man with a goddamn voice and I will be heard someday. FUCK! Okay, okay. okay. I'm good. I juts needed to vent. Today was a long day. I'm going to bed.
Fuck. I think I'm going to make some awesome chili tomorrow. That'll keep my mind off of my currently shitty existence.
I often wondered how my life would be transformed by a great love.
I am sitting at work right now thinking to myself, how in the world did I end up here. I am suppose to be in school and hanging out and partying instead living paycheck to paycheck with my cat. I lead a patheic life but I do believe that I am going to change that. I am going to get off my ass and change.
ah hah! yay new month! bandwidth rollover lol
transformed by a great love, be careful what you wish for :) too late to play now, just had this great urge to check because I figured it would come back today. tomorrow then, yes tomorrow. the sun will come out, tomorrow. for now? time to sleep.
Não há um dia que passe que eu não penso em você. Às vezes eu acho que é apenas um hábito. Outras vezes eu acho que enlouqueceram permanentemente. Principalmente eu acho que eu só sinto falta de você, eu sempre senti sua falta. Eu só sei que não há nenhum ponto a ele quando ele não significa nada.
Ma reggel a kórházban a függöny mögé bújva belevertem a farkam egy édes kislány kakaójába, miközben néztem ahogy pisil. Annyi gecim jött, hogy túlcsordult a bögre..